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Dear mommy & uncle (mommy's brother),
First of all, let me clarify some points here. Uncle, please don't blame me for the essay posted in "XX weekly magazine ". People in the entertaining circle like to gossip over this kind of news, & they like to revise what I originally wrote for their ends. Indeed, that reporter is my good friend, but she still does that. Previously, she asked me to tell her my "story of first love" for propaganda, & that sounded okay with me. However, after I told her my story, she wrote everything out, even those shouldn't be publicized. They don't care how I feel; all they care is to make the essay more appealing to the readers. Thus, you can only believe at most 30% of what written in the magazine or newspapers, & from now on, don't need to write me to ask about what they reported.
In fact, I get used to it, as I can't check every one of them for their validity. If they like me, they will write something favorable for me, & vice versa. Even worse, some can make up an interviewing essay with me even though they never interview with me! To sum up, please don't blame me for describing you all as "ancient" in those essays. Indeed, when I was 13, you all certainly supervised me rigidly! I feel funny when I think of those days. I am 23 now as time went by, but I don't want to grow up. I always feel like there is a sense of maturity encircling me, is it terrible or good? Mommy & Uncle, I know you all did everything for me; though you all might worry too much sometimes. Indeed, I know all these truths as I grow up, & I always like to guess about what you all are doing at some points of time. I am afraid that you all are lonely or worry too much about me. Recently, I am very busy at work. Performing shows, Studying & the drama at the end of month really fill up my schedule. However, I believe that being busy is a blessing. Please take good care & show my greeting to father.
Lui Lui
(Remark: No date associated, 1982)
為宣傳爆初戀情人~82年間 Disclosing her first love for propaganda
親愛的媽咪、舅舅：
首先，要先聲明，尤其舅舅不要罵我那篇登在〔XX週刊的稿〕，在這娛樂圈子是喜歡「八」這些新聞的，正所謂他們喜歡把我的原意加料泡製，那位筆者是我的好朋友也來煲我，她要我說出一篇〔初戀情人史〕來宣傳一番，本是好意，誰知告訴了那故事後不該寫的也寫了，她們才不理我的意思。務求達到吸引便是，所以無論雜誌或報章真是只可信二成，以後不要為看到些報導而致信，我已經習慣了，因為我沒法處處去對正，喜歡我的會寫得很好，反之便亂寫，有些書根本未訪問過我竟可寫出一大篇訪問詞出來呢！
總言之，希望不要怪文中寫你們古老。因為十三歲的我你們當然管得很嚴啦！現在想起來真是好笑，不知不覺自己已有廿三歲多了，倒希望不會長大呢！時時會有種成熟感包著自己，那是可怕還是可慶呢？
媽咪、舅舅，我知道你們處處都是為我，只可能是太緊張而已，這些都要人大了才能體會得到的，時時刻刻都在猜想你們在做些甚麼？又怕你們為我擔心或太寂寞，近日工作上比較忙，做節目、上堂，和月尾的話劇可把我忙透了，但相信有機會忙才是福的，多保重，請代問候父親！
囡囡上
(編者按：此信沒有日期，大約是八二年期間)
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