When Yung Meiling first accepted the role of "Huang Rong", she once wrote this article
"Life is like a stage",
Just like I walked on the beauty pageant that day, just like I appeared on this stage today, Everything is unbelievable to me. Now that I have set foot on it, I can only move forward with a straight chest, and I will not allow myself to hesitate or linger... "
Losing the Miss Hong Kong 1982 is undoubtedly a disappointment. I believe it is a normal feeling. Who would be happy with failure? But I got new experiences and entered the TV industry because of this.
I felt very novel and exciting at first. Gradually knowing that this door is not easy to break through. Although I have been discouraged, angry, and cried because I was afraid that I did not do well. But I am still working hard, learning, and adapting, only to be able to truly devote myself. I am a very contented and self-reliant person.
I remember being very satisfied when I found out that I could act in "Thirteen Sisters". At the beginning, I was so afraid that I could not do it, or that I could not do it well, but these feelings are all normal. There must be a first time in everything, and I used all my courage to accept this challenge.
1983 Pretty Huang Rong
The god of luck really loved me, and the "Huang Rong" that I never even dreamed of fell on me. Of course, I was pleasantly surprised by it, and then I felt that the challenges in front of me became more and more difficult. But I can't shrink back, I can't be afraid, and I can't fail. In other words, I have to go all out to do this Huang Rong well. It's really not easy for someone like me who is still young in acting and not good at martial arts to take on this role? In addition, I heard that sister Michelle really played Huang Rong very well, so it is inevitable that the audience will compare me with her in the future, and the inner pressure will be even greater. Although I have never watched "Shooting the Condors" in the past, I have seen sister Michelle's superb acting skills, so how should I play Huang Rong well today? There are only six words "courage, hard work, and dedication", and I can play Huang Rong in my mind with these six words.
1983 "Shooting the Condors"
Since I haven't seen the episodes of "Shooting the Condors", I must read the original story to understand the plot and the development of the characters, so that I can deeply understand what kind of girl Huang Rong is. I undoubtedly fell in love with this story, but Huang Rong Failed me. Because the "Huang Rong" written by Mr. Jin Yong is indeed brilliant, for a fifteen-year-old girl. She is so beautiful, dedicated and cute. But on the other hand, she is also selfish, sinister and willful, and she has mixed feelings. So in the role of Huang Rong, I have the opportunity to play a multi-faced character, which is a test of myself. Although I do my best, I am still afraid that my performance will not be the ideal.
1983 Thirteen Sisters
I remember that when I played "Thirteen Sisters" I felt very relaxed, but this time I was dissatisfied with my performance everywhere, maybe because I have raised my own expectations. Many times I can't sleep because I didn't do well, or I can't forget a certain performance even in my dreams. I really didn't exaggerate my feelings. I believe it's all because of my limited experience that I have this kind of psychological pressure! As for martial arts, it is another challenge for me. The practice of martial arts is not a success overnight.
In 1983, the martial arts instructor Cheng Xiaodong really had to spend a lot of effort to make me, a layman, a chivalrous woman. , a bit timid, always feel that hands and feet can't be united, it's because I can't care about my face when I want to fight, because dancing with a knife requires agility and a sense of rhythm, and you need to cooperate well with your opponent.
Sometimes I really can't believe that I can beat someone so hard and can face the weapon of the move. Or if you have to jump from a tall building or a big tree more than ten feet high, hang the whole person in the air more than 20 feet high, or fight underwater. These actions I experienced for the first time.
Courage really helps It took me a lot of work, and at first, with this courage, everything went well. Until there was a scene where I was fighting alone against three people. Because I didn't coordinate well with the rhythm, accidentally my left eye was cut by the opponent's weapon. I remember that I instinctively covered my left eye tightly and tried to hold back the tears, but I already felt a dull pain. The panic because of blood made tears rolling down like soybeans, and I couldn't hold it anymore. After listening to a lot of comforting words, I felt my body was being carried into a car. At this time, my mood gradually changed from panic to calmness. Tell yourself: "Nothing will happen at all, if little pain can't be tolerated, big things won't happen!" When the doctor said five stitches, it was like they were going to be stitched into my heart. The hesitation and bitterness in my heart can no longer be concealed, and the condolences from everyone around me They are all so kind, ah! and "Mom, you can't know about this!"
1983 Shooting the Condors I was surprisingly happy and couldn't wait to see how ugly the five stitches under the gauze were. I accepted this happening with the worst thoughts. I hated and feared that I would be disfigured from now on, and I couldn't lose my appearance! There are still 40 episodes of "Shooting the Condors" unfinished, I really don't want to die, so I was very excited and contradictory at the time, no doubt I was more worried about work than myself, I always felt that if this happened, I couldn't continue acting , It can be said that all previous efforts have been wasted. Although I may not be good at acting, I have worked hard and struggled.
Thankfully, I was fine except for the darker double eyelid of my left eye. Many people thought that I would be wary and afraid of martial arts from now on. I don't know where the courage comes from, but I am not afraid because of it. Many people care about me and understand me very much. Their friendship makes me full of confidence.
Of course, in this circle, if someone likes you, there must be someone who doesn't like you. So from time to time, I see something about myself in newspapers and magazines, and when I see encouragement and criticism, I am willing to accept it, hoping to know my own shortcomings so that I can do better. But when I read slanderous words, I was very surprised, why did they treat me like this? Could it be that they will be very relieved if I hurt my self-esteem?
Being Huang Rong was assigned by the company, I just did my duty and performed it as best I could. The mental load, inner pressure, and physical effort are all my efforts. I believe that every actor is like this. Why do you want to ridicule my efforts?
Recently, I saw some newspapers and magazines saying that I often lost my temper, and I was arrogant before I became popular. At the beginning, I was really angry about it. Although I knew what the heart of those who said I was, but I couldn’t help but feel that the villain’s heart I must be guarded against. I just asked myself, why did I become arrogant before I became popular , and many people in the circle are very caring and kind. guide me. Such as Kent Tong. Sister Linlin. Ren Dahua and others, they are really kind and amiable, they inspire me from time to time, making me feel like living in a big family and doing it very happily. Even when encountering unpleasant or annoying situations, I will restrain my emotions, but there is a limit to human tolerance. When someone speaks sarcastically, the tone is really hard to let go. I didn’t expect that once I couldn’t bear it, I would be slandered.
Thinking about it, it was really helpless. In just over eight months from the "Woman today" to the present, I have learned many, many things. Although I have melancholy and unhappiness, there is indeed indescribable joy. Undoubtedly I've been lucky to have a great start and hopefully I'll appreciate it Try to learn to adapt to everything. As long as I don't disappoint everyone, I feel that my contribution is worthwhile, and I hope I can in exchange for more support, encouragement and criticism, I get more energy.
Source: Taiwan Happy TV Magazine (P26-30, Issue 11)
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