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One day Barbara told me that she missed a period. Our friends said not to worry, it often happens at that age. Then Barbara missed the following period. We didn't feel very comfortable with this.
Those days you couldn't get a pregnancy test from the supermarket. You had to make an appointment by the doctor. Barbara didn't want to do that. She was afraid that her mother would find out. She told me all kinds of horror stories about what Chinese parents do when they find out that their daughter isn't innocent anymore. She would be the shame of the family and who knows what would happen then. But Barbara missed the following period as well. Now we got really worried. It was time for us to consider the alternatives. For Barbara there was only one option. She said: "If I am pregnant I am going to have this baby, no discussion". And she made something else clear as well, 'If you leave me now, I will certainly kill you!' When she said this she looked at me with such an aggression in her big black eyes, that I am sure she meant it.
First we had to be sure that Barbara was pregnant. Luckily the school nurse was a good friend of my parents. We could trust her that she would not contact Barbara's mother. She also tried to comfort us by saying that it often happens that girls miss periods, especially when they living in a stressful environment.
She arranged for us a doctor who would do a pregnancy test and keep it secret. When we went to this doctor to hear the results of the test, the waiting room was full. One of my classmates was sitting there as well. I started talking to her which really annoyed Barbara, she had hoped that this visit could have been kept secret. What didn't help was that this classmate immediately asked me if Barbara was pregnant (she was a gossiping type of girl). I asked her why she asked, she said 'why would you else come both to see the doctor'.
When we stepped in de doctors office and sat down Barbara had such a beautiful expression on her face, I can still remember it well. It was a mixture of intens strain compared with kind of absent mindedness nearly dreaming.
Barbara wasn't pregnant. She was disappointed. Pregnance would have forced such a major decision in her relation with her family. Her family would have to accept me or expel her. But she was also realistic enough to know that having a child was something we both didn't want at that time.
16.忧虑重重
有一天美玲告诉找她少了一个经期。我们的朋友说这不用担心,因为在这个年龄常常发生。然后美玲又少了一个经期。我们对此有些不安。
那时候,你需要预约医生做孕检。美玲不想这样做,她害怕她妈妈会发现。她告诉我许多关于中国父母发现他们的女儿不再纯洁时会做的事的恐怖故事。她会成为家族的耻辱,然后谁知道会发生什么。然后美玲又错过了下一个经期,现在我们开始担忧。我们该考虑后备之策了。对美玲来说,她只有一个选择。她说:“如果我
怀孕了,我要生下这个孩子,不容商量!”她也将其他事情说明自:“”如果你要现在离开我,我一定会杀了你!”说这话时,她黑色的大眼睛充满攻击性地看着我,让我觉得她是认真的。
首先我们需要确定美玲怀孕了。幸运的是,学校的护士是我父母的一个好朋友,我们可以相信她不会联系美玲的妈妈。她也试着安慰我们说女孩少经期很常见,尤其是在她们压力很大时。
她给我们安排了一个可以为我们做孕检又将之保密的医生。当我们去看结果时,等候的人很多,我的一个同学也在那儿。我开始与她说话,这让美玲很恼火,她说她希这可以被保密。不可避免地,我的同学立即问我美玲是不是怀孕了。
(她是那种喜欢说闲话的女生),我问她为什么要问这个,地说:“要不然你们为什么要一起来见医生呢。”
当我们走进医生的办公室然后坐下来时,美玲的表情如此美丽,我现在仍旧对此记忆如新。那是一种紧张的神色,夹杂着像在做梦般的心不在焉。
美玲没有怀孕。她很失望。怀孕将会迫使她的家庭作出决择。她的家庭将不得不接纳我,或是赶走她。但她也很现实,她知道在那个时候,一个孩子是我们都不想要的。
(thanks to Zhuoye for the translation)
Comments
you don't know about Chinese tradition and its culture and thoughts,I wish I won't offend you when we talk about these.
in1980s ,the entertainment of our life in HK is still conservative.
Kent loved Barbara deeply, but he minded Barbara's past.he love her so deeply that he want to possess all of her.but when he find her loss of virginity which you took to Barbara.
Kent is not a western man and focused on these.he hesitated to marry with Barbara and lost her.Barbara loved Kent deeply and she want to get marry immediately.so they had conflict each others.Barbara won't suicide and she believed she could get up ...but...she lost her by herself accidentally.
To be honest, I have no worries about how Barbara's family may feel after reading this post. They may feel the same positive way as I do. Who knows? What I worry more is how your wife feels. (If you don't mind, please share with me)
BTW, I am a Chinese.
Just ignore some of the comments. Some people,especially some Chinese men are weird.They are talking about ancient Chinese doctrine.
It is very normal and common to date in high school in Europe and America.
When "In Rome,do what Romans do". We have to respect other people's life style.Some people just don't respect it but judge other people.
So,Rob, you have every right to post the reality on your website.
This does not mean that girls should be promiscous. At least that not what I think. But people have changed. What matters is how much income you generate!!
hi Bob:
it's a biggeset net in this world about babara.
u can see all bout her.
hoep u like.
Life is a reality that we have to come terms with. Hope you get what i mean. Thanks.
we do really want to know the reality of barbara ,character of barbara and all the truth behind that pretty and happy face of Barbara
thanks....
If u cannot stand it,just don't read it.
This is Rob's life experience. So far, I don't think he has gone too far. This is year 2011, not 1970s'. We are Chinese, it doesn't mean that we have to act ancient!
Also, show some courtesy for her very traditional family. I have no doubt that your story has caused them serious embarrassment. They don't have much left, why would you take away from their memories of Barbara?
I wish you would remove this post.
Do you like it? How do you feel when i asked you a similar question? My motive is to help you see it clearly why Rob said you showed very little respect for women.
I have two different answers.
1. She was telling the truth and did not have a sexual relation with Kent (kind of waiting for the the right guy to come along).
2. She was lying and saying what the public wanted to hear (I think that if my stories had been known in 1984 in HK, it would have ruined her career).
Knowing Barbara both answers could be right.
I must say I, like many people, would like to know what traumatic experiences occured in England that changed her character & in what way? Rather than just speculate, it would be nice to know the truth, without pointing fingers or naming names...
Please check that site at www.barbarayung.net to see if she really said or not. Thks.
He married her when he was 29, she was 19. They have 3 grown up kids and 4 grand children. They have been married over 35 years. I cannot imagine how my brother will cope if my sister-in-law pass away.
1) Did Barbara break up with you?
2) Did you break up with her?
3) Or both of you decided to break up?
Thanks, Joanna
1) Is it because of these "bad traumatic experiences in England" that cause Barbara to break up with you?
2) Did Barbara throw a lot of trantrums, emotional ups and downs during your dating life in England?
2. Barbara and I were very harmonious. We didn't have fights or arguments.
All I can tell the fans now is that behind that pretty and happy face of Barbara was a very troubled girl leading an emotionally difficult life.
I would appreciate it if fans are not going to guess on what these experiences are. This might spread rumors thru which people could be falsely accused.
Feel free to post your stories (good or bad). This is a real life experience.
We all have ups and downs. We should all love BARBARA, no matter what you post (as long as they are not malicious).
If Barbara has "shortcomings" in her character, it just make her "more human".
ALL READERS should respect Rob for his time and effort.
>> Love relationships usually broke off because there are issues. All Barbara fans should be mentally prepared in Rob's future stories, but please do not condemn Rob. This is his life experience.
Also, please do not think less of Barbara. She is a wonderful daughter and actress. Rob has given happiness to Barbara when she was coping with "chip & dip business" and college life.
** Rob has the right to post stories that may harm certain persons or their families** if they happen to be true stories and not malicious.
and please keep telling us more. thanks alot!
I want to know this story even if it may be harm to some people, as you could post this story in a different section providing a link saying "WARNING THIS STORY MAY HARM SOME FANS, ONLY READ IF NOT OFFENDED" then put the date and year of when it happened on top of the story.
Rob this story was not offensive and as a Barbara fan myself I want to know more about the real life Barbara and Barbara fans that read this site should thank Rob and accept what he writes And remember this is a love story and a break up so I'm guessing these story will get ugly later on as argument, yelling screaming as most relationship break ups happen this way, even if this did happen I will still love Barbara and still be her biggest fan.
I love Barbara. And reading Rob's stories makes me love her even more. Just like I said, those were sad but cute, lovely, and romantic at the same time.
Do I want to know her more? Yes. Do I want to comeback for this site regularly? Big Yes. But for me, several things maybe better being left untold. This precious memory, i think, Barbara might want to keep it just for you both.
Again, I'm just saying. The rest, would be up to Rob. Waiting for another updates, another stories ;)
Note: I look forward to MORE stories. "MORE WORRIES section-Doctor visit" is not offensive to Barbara at all. She was a young girl in love. This kind of thing happens. For other readers who cannot take this, feel free to stop reading !!!!
Thanks again for sharing all your stories, they also reminded me of my own teenage and early 20s years (I am 38)...so carefree, sweet, and happy!
The only stories I am not publishing now are the stories that certainly are going to harm certain persons or their family (although my fingers are itching to publish).
I do not think he "overdo" it in his "More Worries section. We all make different decisions in life. Not all relationships eventually work out. ** Personally, I am Chinese, married only once, and am conservative**. But, I do not think it is right to judge others. If we should not judge Barbara's mother, we should not judge Rob as well.
>> Hi Readers, please respect Bob's rights.
I hope her fans are open mind's people.Keep up the updates Rob. But if I may suggest you, you should re-think before you post something.
I still love Barbara no matter what...
i prefer barbara choose u rather than her family if she is pregnant at that time. I m sure that ur parent will take care both of u. Look forward to hear from you soon. thanks
Thank you for sharing of your life with Barbara. I always think its a miracle that I can know the early life of Barbara. Even the story was 30 years ago, it did not fade away. Thank you again, Rob.